Tuesday, April 15, 2008
1:43 AM
How the fuck, can I live with someone who hates life?
I hate that. I hate the media for turning people into gay, pessimistic, grouchy, fags.
I hate that everyone hates everyone. Everyone hates everything. I hate people that thing everything ever sucks. I hate that shit.
Everyone that is like that is just buying into the media. The Media are smart. T.v. Shows, movies, the news... they know what sells. they know how to get their ratings up... Drama. (well, and sex.. but.. mainly drama.) Drama, Fighting, Murder, Evil, Crime... Anything they can think of. Scandals, conspiracies, catastrophe's.
Do you ever see news casters appreciating the fact that they can see? or that they have a job? Do you see them telling stories about a family of bunnies that got safely out of a burning building? no. but god knows, if the bunnies died, it would be all over the news. Tragedies. oh, how the news casters feel such remorse. NOT.
That is the bullshit, that Instills hate into people's hearts, and minds. And then guess what happens? Those people spread the hate.
Look at society now in comparison to like the 60's?
Murderers, rapists, pedophiles, terrorist attacks, conspiracy theories, cheaters, liars... everywhere.
I guess I am no better, because I HATE those people I HATE HATE. I hate people that cannot appreciate a movie because of their high shitty ass standards. I hate people that cannot appreciate simple things like being able to read, or even being able to use your imagination.
It makes me so angry, i want to punch those people in the face. which is 95% of the world.
Did you know that 11 3rd graders plotted to KILL their teacher? 3rd graders! 8 and 9 year olds. Think about that. Thats what this world has become. full of hatred.
I HATE IT ALL.
Luckilly, i appreciate everything around me.
I appreciate the fact that I can see, and that the world has so many different wonderful colors.
I appreciate that I can read, because if people couldn't read or write, we'd have no books, and incidentally no movies.
I appreciate people who care.
I appreciate animals for being such goodjudges of character.
I appreciate a good laugh
and a good cry.
I appreciate my glass of water
which is completely full. Not half.
I appreciate Art in every form whether it is my style or not.
Just because i don't relate, or it isn't my cup of tea perse, doesn't mean that I don't appreciate the art for the mere fact that the artist poured his or her soul into that piece and is now presenting it to the world to judge.
which might i add, is brave.
and I appreciate that bravery.
Just like I appreciate All forms of music.
except 95% of rap because it just brings out more hatred.
I appreciate my family for the things they've given me, for they guidance they've offered
AND even for their flaws and fights because it has made me strong.
I appreciate my boyfriend and everything he does for me. I do not appreciate when he doesn't give things a chance, and judges things i try to introduce to him before he even knows what it is. I don't appreciate him hovering things over my head like blackmail and making me feel like crap. I don't appreciate him invading my personal space and hating everything.
But I love him, and appreciate the fact that he is trying...
I appreciate everything in my path, and try to give everything a chance. even if i come of as stubborn sometimes.
I just wish the world had less hatred and more
